
I have always had trouble keeping journals. Or diaries. Things like that. Even though I know it would be helpful for me. I just get distracted and focused on other things. But I am going to try to be better.
A lot has happened in my life since I last posted I got a new job and then left it about 3 years later for reasons I won’t get into right now (but will probably put in another post). And now I am job searching again. And it is hard.
I also got a cat(pictured above). Her name is Sabine and she is technically my partner’s, but I claim at least 50% of her adorable crackheaded butt.
I have friends now, which is huge! I have not had anything that could be called a close friend in a while. (Again reasons not to be discussed here.) So generally everything is going fairly well…
So, why does it still feel like I am trudging through mud? I have a wonderful, supportive family, a great partner, and a roof over my head. I am very fortunate. I also have mental illnesses that make it hard for me to remember that.
I have Major Depressive Disorder(MDD), Generalized Anxiety Disorder(GAD), and Attention Deficit Disorder(ADD or ADHD). This is not how I thought this post was going to go, but here we are.
I will try to update more frequently. Hope you all are where you need to be or getting there.
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